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I’m such a freaking mess sometimes.

I can’t do anything right.

I make one of the people I care about most in the world feel like shit. And all because I’m incredibly needy and feel like they need to constantly be paying attention to me in order for me to be happy.

It’s stupid, and I know she’s getting irritated. And whenever she doesn’t talk to me, I just feel absolutely horrible. It just makes my day suck, a lot. And I feel like I love her too much, in a stupid way. God, why am I such a clingy bastard. ksdfjlsf.